to: Dai & Tony

may the both you:

live life lovingly.

become endearing parents.

survive through my nieces'/nephews' teenage years.

sail through middle age crises.

enjoy each other's company.

grow a head full of silver together.

:P

p.s: i still haven't gotten Dai

registered as MARRIED in my brain yet.

XD

On the phone with TONY

TONY: hi.

ME : hey tony.

i don't really know what to say to you. haha. =.="

well, how are you?

TONY: fine.

ME : how's my dad treating you?

TONY: he's treating me very well.

ME : oh okay then.

I will be coming back this friday. Friday afternoon.

See you then. :)

TONY: Friday afternoon?

ME : yep. around 3 something?

TONY: okay. Remember to come back.

ME : haha. don't worry. i will.

can you pass the phone to my dad?

sweat. =.="

this was how my first phone conversation

with my first (Future) brother-in-law went. >.<"

p.s:

they ate sizzling tofu,

and i forgot what-nots in Cooking Master.

yesterday, they forgot about poor me

and went to kensington.

T^T i want my apple crumble pie!!!

i need to study, but when i look at the papers,

nothing goes into my biological computer!

what to do~? what to do~? i. NEED. help. *0*

nah. i will flip through my notes tomorrow.

since the day after's my maths and stats paper. XD =.="

i have lots to post, ranging from topics like religion,

freedom of gender expression, food,

my sister's reception preparation...

but i'm not going to do it now.

i'm going to attempt: STUDYING. :D wish me luck.

oh time -0-

at times like these,

i wish that beauty continued to slumber,

that calendars didn't exist,

and shadows were not used to pinpoint the hours...

i feel as though i have been robbed of time.

at a blink of an eye, one week has passed,

with me having done next to nothing. >.<"

well, i may have gained some weight lah. =.="

Should i move to Antarctica?

dump my watch in the icy pool of water there

and pretend that time is at a standstill?

*wishful ThinKinG

wishful thinking is THE answer.

... ... ... ... ...

wishful thinking is YOUR answer.

... ... ... ...

wishful thinking is MY answer.

... ... ... ...

argharghargharghargharghargh

WHY is there so little time?!

(runs around like a headless chicken)

(knocks into the wall like a rabid dog)

(wails)

Study! Shalenee, STUDY!

=.="

For This Person

It's hard:

to see someone struggling so hard

for another person.

to hear someone crying so broken-heartedly

out of love and concern.

to see someone being disappointed time after time,

yet, never giving up, never walking away...

It hurts so

that my heart aches

my vision gets blurry

a fur ball threatens to choke me

until finally, wetness moistens my cheeks.

As my chin falls to my chest

heaving meticulously with my ragged breaths,

i send a silent prayer

to wherever God may be:

For this person.