Thursday, October 28, 2010

Spanish


Uno.
Duos.
Tres.
Quatro. Cinco. Seys.
Siete.
Ocho.
Nueve.
Diez.

:3

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Plans


I am such a pig.
Whatever plan i make, somehow finds its way to sleepyland.
oh gosh, shoot. >0<"

i'll make myself finish off my work,
even if it means that i have to threaten and coax myself,
or take away my own privileges. >.<"

there is always a way, when, a will arises.
the will, will blossom now,
and so, will my petals of work fall off my tree.

mwahaha. X3
adios humans. See you soon.
In hopes that progress works its way.

p.s: i can actually skate!
okay, well maybe not too well, but well, wobbly skate.
hehehehe...

and yesterday was tata's death anniversary.
i love him lots, and am sure that others do too.
no matter where you are now,
thank you.
we loved u and will always do.
:)



Thursday, October 21, 2010

a prayer... for u



let's just say i'm really happy right now.
it's a friday! 2.30 a.m.
supposed to be sleeping, but somehow,
feel like there's something left undone.
what is it? i wonder...
i guess, it's this:


hello, there.
i hope that everything's fine.
i pray that u are smiling, even if it has been a gloomy day.
i pray that beauty is appreciated anywhere, any time.
i pray that birds sing for you, welcoming u into life's adventures.
i pray that somewhere out there, someone's thinking of u.
i pray that u have a kindred heart, when all is neigh.
i pray that u are resplendent, even when covered in sweat and soot.
i pray that u remain as u are, no matter the circumstances.
i pray that u find a light in the deepest, darkest tunnels.
i pray that time pools u in, gives u wisdom, courage and love.
i pray... ... for u.


:)




Sunday, October 17, 2010

views from the inside



the ktm ride today flashed by.
it all seemed really surreal,
as i watched the last rays of sun illuminating fields of wild grasses,
painting a view of yellow, green, brown...
a picture akin to paddy fields...
or so i imagine.

i felt as though i was in a movie,
as the main character,
lost in my own thoughts, my own world.
the whole world blurry, from the windows of the compartments.

rays of sunlight play hide and seek, some shining through the bald spots of the ageing rambutan tree.

it was all so scenic, i couldn't help but think:
woah... this is the country that i grew up in.
this is the country that i love and adore, am familiar with, and have feelings to.
this beauty, that can be found here, only in malaysia...

my malaysia, so endearing yet so complicated, in numerous ways.



Saturday, October 16, 2010

translation failed...



my friend, Thivya uttered a line:
Digen is going to die in my hands.
and the excited me asked, rather hopefully:
can i translate that? o0o
Thivya did not understand what i was asking for.
so i opened my mouth,
and pieced up my extremely poor vocabulary of the tamil language:
Digen en kai satthum pothathu.

... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

Thivya burst out laughing, followed by Vaish. >.<"
wrong, i guess? o.O
Thivya explained: satthum pothathu is for animals..hahahaha.. XD good try though.
ooops? ... hehe... ... sorry, Digen. :P
the correct line is: Digen en kaiyil setthum povaan.
or so i think. =3


oh by the way,
this happened in physics tuition.
i started going for tuition.
yep.
You, my friend, did not read wrong.
Tuition. every Thursday nights.
i enjoyed the class, and found that Mr. Kingsley kind of resembles Mr. Wong.
they both teach in such a fun and practical manner, that you can't help but lose yourself with the flow. XD
its a good thing.
i think that my brain functioned a little that night.
;)



Monday, October 11, 2010

For Vik :D


To Vik


it may not be much, :3
but it contains a whole lot of wishes.
love you lots, vik.
happy birthday!
from Us.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Perplexed


anyone out there reading my posts?
i wonder...
it feels slightly different blogging in blogspot.
there's no comments, no feedbacks.
My blog seems to be deserted and lonely.
i guess its a good sign, since it is, a diary, all be it an online one. =)

I got shoes today! ^0^
a pair of asics running shoes and another pair of sandals.
point to note: have to start jogging soon.
tipped the scale to the right for about 3kgs. >.<"

the journey to inti was suffocating.
i meant to take the 6.00 p.m. train, but it came at 6.20 and refused to budge for 20 odd minutes.
i was sweating profusely like someone in a desert, squashed between angry faces and tensed body gestures, with many annoyed little sounds. well, maybe not so little.
when it finally started moving, i was ecstatic. Yay!
but the system went cuckoo, and the train moved backwards slightly.
we were on a boat. a boat filled with such strenuous energy, lightning could strike and be repelled.
this went on for 2 more times.
at around 7.00 p.m. , the train was on its course, only to stop for another 5 minutes or more in the tiroi station. and another place somewhere in between tiroi and labu. >.<"
when it reached nilai, the train was so congested, i couldn't get out.
panic-stricken, i shouted EXCUSE ME! to the people who were pushing their way into the train.
Fortunately, i did manage to get out. phew. :3
met kina at the bus stop and had dinner with her and vima in the cafeteria while watching the female synchronised diving session for commonwealth 2010.

i better sleep now.
good night and sweet dreams everyone.
i love u lots.

Saturday, October 09, 2010

Gardening


So, this is what i spent my saturday afternoon on.
Gardening.
Or rather, plant chopping, demolishing, killing, ripping
or whatever else you would call it.
Massacre, even. XD.
I practically tore the leaves from their branches,
and later, broke the branches too.
What a good way to de- stress one's self.
It is free and self- satisfying.
You get to axe for goodness sake, what more can you expect?! o0o




Anyways,
the whole "clearing the jungle in front of our house" idea came from amma,
who buttoned up her shirt to her neck,
just to prevent possible allergies. >.<"


Chopped, Weeded, Packed the unfortunates.
After all, who am i to deny their rights to live?
But, yes, there is always a but;
my dear amma said something so philosophical,
it shocked me:
You have to cut off the old branches for new ones to grow.
Glimpses of Ma's hidden intelligence. :P


Found a metal bar, a wooden plank, a clay pot,
a deflated basketball, plentiful papers.


8.00 p.m. : We threw the body bags
(filled with leaves and branches OF COURSE!)
and finally, i mean finally,
got to rest. =3




A pretty picture of the sunset, taken at about 7 p.m.
Sky Art of My hometown.



Thursday, October 07, 2010

Eat, Pray, Love


i salute:
Dolce Far Niente

Wednesday, October 06, 2010

" I "


i notice that sometimes,
life, is hard.
i realise that maybe,
things, just don't seem right.
i accept that occurrences happen,
as coincidences do.
i understand that fate,
is ours to decide.

i disagree with:
everything that comes easily,
goes easily.

i would say,
many chances are around us,
waiting for its moment of recognition.
with widened sights and brightened minds,
blessed are we with luck and vitality,
hope afresh, for all humankind.