i think i have issues.
for some reason, i have switched off my room lights,
and am typing in the dark.
is this a pre- craziness symptom,
i wonder... ... 0o0
i find that i contradict myself a lot.
my brain, my own brain,
doesn't follow my heart's commands.
what sort of a brain are you, brain?!
listen to me!!!
i've been bugging myself.
my brain's been bugging me.
this is my current situation.
guilt from not having finished revising,
guilt for not being happy enough to study,
guilt from whacking vanilla ice- cream with shandy, dark chocolates and wafers,
guilt for wasting so much time trying to entertain myself,
but failing to do so.
i don't want to be an adult. *^*.
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