suspicion.

0.0
i feel as though a parasite has invaded me.

turning me void, of soul and myself.

i look at people.

i still am able to see that they, too, face problems.

but somehow, i now lack the initiative to comfort.

too self- absorbed in my own blues.

or rather, not thinking at all.

this is rather an unsightly outcome.

i don't want to be like this.

thus, i shall prevent myself from becoming a pig-headed person.

stop, shalenee. stop.

stop this seemingly unstoppable transformation.

become shalenee back again.

it can't be that hard to be yourself, can it?

:3

something prajesh posted:

i'd rather be hated for who i am,

than loved for who i'm not. ( Kurt Cobain )

but i'm currently not me,

and i highly doubt the others liking me part

when i myself don't like my attitude now.

so, shalenee, please come back soon. thank you~

:"D